Above all, I have to take control of my life. I have been intermittently reading a book by Oliver Burkeman. The book felt pretty off in the early chapters and, as it goes on, it has started to say what I have been wanting to know and “figure out.” It does feel like one of…

It’s hard. Why I have been failing is due to avoiding that it is hard. Like, changing my attitude towards all the things that I experience and how I behave is not supposed to be easy. Additionally, it is not just about my attitude. My thought process and everything has gradually changed to become very…

It’s not about removing what I shouldn’t do but filling in what to do. The time given to me is finite and, accurately, time is not even given to me. They occur and pass away. I must have list of things not to do, but they aren’t not the priorities to consider whenever “troubles” arise…

The real thing to tell myself all the time is to stop thinking but only focus on what to do at the moment. Every thought and worry of mine arise from what can be done within a certain amount of time and the daily/weekly/monthly regrets I have every single minute. Life is finite. It does…

So, basically every problem seens to arise from “thinking.” If I ever stop pondering upon what to do and start to do whatever I need to do, I will be geared to taking an action. Taking into account “how much time” I can spend on what I need to do never helps since it only…

I know it really is hard for me to keep up with the plan that I have. I am wasting every single minute I have in my life. At least, don’t watch youtube videos. It is okay to feel discouraged and have brain fog. But, don’t stay on watching random yotube videos. If I were…

I decided to move every planning and stuff onto my physical notebook so that I can use my own language more freely and I don’t have the feeling of being overwhelmed by “electornic” devices. The structure of my life will stay the same. I will make a monthly plan and then set a weekly plan…

What always gets me is the inability to wake up early enough. I cannot help but to go back to bed even after I wake up quite early. It mostly boils down to not sleeping early enough and lack of stamina and energy, which has accumulated for around a decade. Other than, I just don’t…

What’s the hardest is to get myself awake. All I wanna do is wake up with the alarm that I set but it has never happened for a long period of time except when I have some kind of appointment or anything. Looking back, even when I had an early morning class, I wasn’t able…

I have to squeeze my time to do some research and work on final projects. This can be done only when I realize that I spent enough time on homeworks and they are “getting done.” Always keep in mind that it is always better to do little than none. When do I read? Let’s figure…