I think that it is better to review the coursework material before and after the classtime; reviewing also counts although not explicitly. Feeling distracted is not a sign of weakness; it is nothing but my chornic avoidance of doing things hard. It can be cured. It is nothing but a symptom of the serious problem…

I will just finish out today as “undone.” The meeting with other people yesterday was still awkward but I just feel awkward with anybody. I hate silence while being with somebody else. But I don’t really want to gossip meaninglessly. Well, the thing is that I don’t even know. Okay, so I decided to go…

Starting next week, spend doing things on music in the afternoon at least 30 minutes; now from Ableton live Tutorial. I also need to migrate all these things to wordpress.org: I should figure this out by the next month. I have to be reformed as an academic person. How I spent my even leisure time…

The order has to be followed strictly. How much I spend on each of them has to be at least 30 minutes. Whether to spend longer that 30 minutes has to be decided on each situation. Start studying 30 minutes and then decide what to do. Okay, I really would say that today I have…

On Friday, review IE516. Don’t think too much. Keep in mind that you always have the physical notebook to jot things down whenever. Most of all, I seriously need to review courseworks. I have to be sincere with dealing with all the courseworks. They matter and are crucial and important. They are my “job.” When…

For the past three days, I have been experiencing a serious existential crisis, which basically resulted from my own behavior. I pondered upon why I am feeling all these things I have and what makes me behave the way I do not intend. The reason is simple but, again, it is not easy to beat.…

Keep things as simple as possible. What frustrates me the most is that every problem I have arises from a single source that is almost embedded in my life and that I don’t even act like I care about getting out of this. The accumulation of wasting my time on unnecessary/meaningless things gets back to…