Clearly, I made a mistake of choosing wordpress.com as my first diary. I was planning to migrate into wordpress.org but I have to acknowledge that I don’t have time the energy and will to do all this. Still, I don’t like the banner that I get when I don’t subscribe the monthly option of wordpress.com.…

I just have not noticed the real cause of my restlessness and the like. The environment was not in favour of me in any sense. I don’t mean that they have been wrong, but that I didn’t really try to look for what I really am born for but rather I mostly tried the best…

Anyway, the second semester at this school has ended. I mean, technically, it will end soon. There’s one project that is due on today midnight. I have finished last night already and done really nothing for courseworks. Whenever I try to orgnanized things of my head by writing things down, I recognize that they do…

It is still a continuation of Saturday and so I have the date as Saturday. I have not been following the plan and goal that I set when starting to write things down on this blog. I have become more messy and things have got a bit more scarier. It is not that I have…

My advisor showed a serious disappointment in my performance in his class, not about the research related stuff. I should not think so hard about what it is about and the one thing that was brough up today. What was done is what was done. There’s nothing I can do about what has been already…