Clearly, I made a mistake of choosing wordpress.com as my first diary. I was planning to migrate into wordpress.org but I have to acknowledge that I don’t have time the energy and will to do all this. Still, I don’t like the banner that I get when I don’t subscribe the monthly option of wordpress.com. So, although I said I would never do it again, I have to again ditch this blog for my capriciousness. In hindsight, leaving stuff behind and then move onto the same kind of new things has been always my thing. I do not mean to do that, but I always end up doing the same thing. As if each “portion” is my new chapter of my life. Well, in a way it makes sense but it doesn’t mostly.
I don’t wanna be just one of average people that live by in the world. I mean, no matter how much I try, it is inevitable that I am mundance in many senses and will never have THE result that I look out for. The point is that I want to have a fulfilling life, which I will never regret. It is a very tough question to handle and not easy to say what is right or wrong obviously.
Anyway, even though I said I wouldn’t, I have to leave this blog behind for a new academic year coming up. It is so weird that I used this only for less than a semester and then move on. In the meantime, it is not so unusual for me to do so in that it is my “habit” to make transitions in some ways whenever I have a chance to. My goal and everyhting will stay the same and this blog may not be gone ever.
The delusion that I have some complicatd thoughts has to be let go, too. My mind is not conufsed or complicated; it is being overly anxious and consioucs of things.
Lifelong Journey 