I know it really is hard for me to keep up with the plan that I have. I am wasting every single minute I have in my life. At least, don’t watch youtube videos. It is okay to feel discouraged and have brain fog. But, don’t stay on watching random yotube videos. If I were…

I decided to move every planning and stuff onto my physical notebook so that I can use my own language more freely and I don’t have the feeling of being overwhelmed by “electornic” devices. The structure of my life will stay the same. I will make a monthly plan and then set a weekly plan…

What always gets me is the inability to wake up early enough. I cannot help but to go back to bed even after I wake up quite early. It mostly boils down to not sleeping early enough and lack of stamina and energy, which has accumulated for around a decade. Other than, I just don’t…

What’s the hardest is to get myself awake. All I wanna do is wake up with the alarm that I set but it has never happened for a long period of time except when I have some kind of appointment or anything. Looking back, even when I had an early morning class, I wasn’t able…

I have to squeeze my time to do some research and work on final projects. This can be done only when I realize that I spent enough time on homeworks and they are “getting done.” Always keep in mind that it is always better to do little than none. When do I read? Let’s figure…

I think that it is better to review the coursework material before and after the classtime; reviewing also counts although not explicitly. Feeling distracted is not a sign of weakness; it is nothing but my chornic avoidance of doing things hard. It can be cured. It is nothing but a symptom of the serious problem…

I will just finish out today as “undone.” The meeting with other people yesterday was still awkward but I just feel awkward with anybody. I hate silence while being with somebody else. But I don’t really want to gossip meaninglessly. Well, the thing is that I don’t even know. Okay, so I decided to go…

Starting next week, spend doing things on music in the afternoon at least 30 minutes; now from Ableton live Tutorial. I also need to migrate all these things to wordpress.org: I should figure this out by the next month. I have to be reformed as an academic person. How I spent my even leisure time…

The order has to be followed strictly. How much I spend on each of them has to be at least 30 minutes. Whether to spend longer that 30 minutes has to be decided on each situation. Start studying 30 minutes and then decide what to do. Okay, I really would say that today I have…

On Friday, review IE516. Don’t think too much. Keep in mind that you always have the physical notebook to jot things down whenever. Most of all, I seriously need to review courseworks. I have to be sincere with dealing with all the courseworks. They matter and are crucial and important. They are my “job.” When…