For the past three days, I have been experiencing a serious existential crisis, which basically resulted from my own behavior. I pondered upon why I am feeling all these things I have and what makes me behave the way I do not intend. The reason is simple but, again, it is not easy to beat.…

Keep things as simple as possible. What frustrates me the most is that every problem I have arises from a single source that is almost embedded in my life and that I don’t even act like I care about getting out of this. The accumulation of wasting my time on unnecessary/meaningless things gets back to…

Try to keep everything as simple as possible. And know what is the most important at the moment. If I have homework to finish urgently, that is what needs to be done firstly before getting my hands on any studying. I know that I have not studied for things out of courseworks for a long…

The habit that I need to start to make is Eveything boils down to lack of discipline, which is the repetitive and most crucial thing of my life ever. When I look back, despite some kind of sadness and doomed feelings, I didn’t have too much troubles or “depression” in my school years. I am…

Okay, I have to admit that I am too greedy all the time. It is not only that I am so greedyt but that I just take too much time in finishing anything – again, the reason is because of my lack of power to concentrate. Then, what can I do? First of all, I…

For learning how to compose music, I seriously need to set aside time to study and learn it every weekend seriously. The only reason I have not doen it is because I don’t do anything on the weekends. I have to learn to spend my time fruitfully even on the weekends. It is not that…

You are a morning person. You have to be one. The night time is not the best time for your to do your work. Ideally, your work has to stop by 9:30PM – 10:00PM. How do I do that? This can be done only if I fulfillingly spend my time every day. Be conscious and…

It is better to do something that I didn’t plan to do at the moment than waste away my time procrastinating on that with the first priority. Okay? BE FUCKING MINDFUL of your time being spent in your life. You can no longer be a kid. I suppose the reason why I started to have…

More than 3 but the two things at the first and end do not really count. This blog is to keep track of what I do every day for this whole years of PhD study. It is not to linearly explain every single thought I have in my head; it is not possible anyway. Again,…