Do not forget to download one Mathematical Statistical lecture every evening so that you can study the next day. Today has been feeling okay, which is a lot better than usual. The key is to get some enough sunlight and do some physical acitivity even though it is SO little. I still get distracted so…

Do not stress over what I didn’t do; it is over. Please keep reminding yourself that it is better to do something productive although not urgent rather than just wasting my time away watching youtube videos that do not mean anything for my life. Again, what is missing is the discpline and the plan that…

So, what have I done today? I still am not really doing well on staying focused. I have tried to finish the homework 3 but it did not really go well. I kind of have finished until the parts I know of but that is not what I planned. I have been sleeping a lot…

It never is easy to get together. It took almost 3 hours to get out of the bed without any external motiveation. I need to build the habit. When I think about my past, every weekend has been wasted with doing anything unnecessary for my life. Then, what should I do? I have to seriously…

Basically, I haven’t really done much. I have kind of tried but mostly failed. The reason is that I always somehow feel missing out something. In addition to this, I am still struggling with carrying out the rough schedule that I set for myself. I even felt so lazy that I didn’t wanna write this…

Remember that keeping this blog everyday is also to help myself keep track on each day passing by, not to losee the contact with the reality. I missed a bus after waking up later than I always plan. Not for the first time, but I am running late for my class. At least I have…

Again, I forgot, or missed, adding to-do-list for today. It was not necessarily intentional, but I felt especially lethargic today for a reason I cannot identify. Am I getting better even a little bit? I am not sure. At least, I am trying to keep this journal every day regardless of the productivity of each…

I did not set up the plan of what to do today, which is undesirable. I should not do it ever again. The first thing I have to do once I wake up is to make a list of things to do for the day and then motivate myself even though giving myself motivation will…

What to do I ended up doing nothing at all. But, being conscious of what I am doing at that moment helps me realize where I should go and what stance I have to take. What matters the most is to stay alert to what is happening around and inside of myself without being overly…